I think and wonder if you’re completely over her. Or that you’re just acting like you are to avoid such feelings. I’m only observing what’s around me, to ensure that I don’t get hurt in any way possible.
“The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions —
the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look,
a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery,
and the countless other infinitessimals of
pleasurable thought and genial feeling.”—
I never have nightmares anymore. Because I am living in one. One where you cannot escape; one where you will disappear.. forever. No extra lives. No “Insert Credit 0/2” signs anywhere. No waking up in a state of fear and sweat. No déjà vu.