been thinking about my future lately (I think about it every day but been paying more attention to it in recent times), I can’t help but shake the feeling that I chose the wrong course. I’m only a few weeks away from completing this Bachelor of Business degree and for some reason I don’t feel satisfied with how far I’ve come.
I haven’t failed anything since I started this course but I feel as though I’ve failed myself. did I just choose to do this course because it was the next available option from my desired course which I didn’t end up getting? or did I make the right decision in setting up a wide range of career choices for myself, knowing that the business industry is a good opportunity for career development?
looking back on how I was in high school, my Legal Studies teacher in year 11 made me feel so motivated and determined to study Criminology and/or Forensic Science. even to this day I’m just as fascinated by it - I watch a bunch of shows/docos on crime and the human anatomy and even though some of them are just TV shows/entertainment, I thoroughly enjoy the process of trying to figure out what happened/re-enacting a case etc.. and I guess it’s making me feel doubtful about whether I made the right decision almost 3 years ago in what I wanted to study at university.
sigh, I’ve been feeling so indecisive these days. i’ve taken things for granted and nothing makes me feel satisfied or happy like it used to. i just can’t wait for end of year exams, which leads to graduating, followed by a well-deserved trip to Vietnam and being reunited by my family as well as seeking some closure.